The Naked Face Project. For 60 days Molly and her friend are giving up all things feminine. No makeup, no hair products, no shaving, no deodorant, no perfume, no jewelry, no primping, no uncomfortable "girly" clothing. None of the things we all do everyday as a part of our "beauty routine." When the article was being read out loud to me I was thinking, "No makeup. Sure. No hair stuff. Ha, I go to work with wet hair all the time. No shaving.... hmmm.... No deodorant. No way! That's too far for me!"
Then yesterday, I was talking about the project at Girls on the Run with Rokos. Laughing about how I don't think deodorant is "feminine," I think it's just polite. And how my classroom smells funky enough without adding myself to the mix. She mentioned that she saw the blog where Molly was writing about her Naked Face Project experience - and of course I wanted to check it out :)
Seeing things from Molly's perspective made the whole thing sound so much more normal. Introspective. Self-Aware. The project isn't about "Down with products! Down with feminine expectations! Boooo on the establishment!" It's just about thinking about "Why?" Why do we do the things we do? Why are we motivated to practice certain behaviors? Why are these things important to us? The behavior analyst in me went crazy over that. "All behavior serves a function" or "All behaviors communicate something" are ideas that were thoroughly ingrained into my brain in my undergraduate experience. So, why do I wear makeup? Why do I put on the clothes I wear? Why do I feel more comfortable looking a certain way over another way? I wanted to analyze the heck out of this behavior - Functional Behavior Assessment style! (But then I calmed down the hyper Special Ed teacher that lives inside of me and got ready for bed....)
So, I wake up this morning. Pulled my hair up into its ever-present ponytail. Brushed my teeth. Washed my face. Put on my deodorant. Opened my makeup bag - and stopped. I looked in the mirror. Studied my freckled and acne scarred skin. My darkish circles from a night of insomnia. I smiled in an attempt to look less weary. I picked up the mascara. Then shrugged, put it down and thought - "A day at work without makeup?.... Hm... How bad could it be?"
Well, as soon as I walked out the door - I didn't give it another thought. (And it probably helps that I barely wear any makeup as it is). I looked in the mirror just a little bit ago - and to be perfectly honest, I look exactly like I do every other day. I guess 7 hours of my students is a pretty quick makeup remover. And my self-esteem doesn't seem to be too badly bruised by the sight.








